FREE FALL

 

FREE FALL

I’m in a free fall

My head swinging and feet off the ground

My whole body numb

Can’t feel my fingers or toes because I’m falling

I’m falling and I can’t stop it

I’m falling and I can’t help it

So afraid of not landing on my feet

So scared of landing on my face

Is it a laugh, is it a fad?

Will I ever be the same?

 

I’m in a free fall

With cuts on my wrists and bruises on my arms

A choice I made to escape from the pain

Three steps forward four steps back

Face tingling from the cold breeze that drifts on by

Stomach turning from the impact

I’m falling and I can’t help it

Who will catch me?

Who will stop me from falling?

Is this how my life will end?

 

I’m in a free fall

The smoke fading, the fog clearing

I still can’t handle it

Head thumping so hard I can’t see

I laugh hysterically as I accept it

I’m falling and I can’t help it

I’ll never be the same

Will I ever find peace?

Will I ever make it in one piece?

Is this how it feels to finally fall?